Autism, Intelligently designed evolution?

Is Autism intelligently designed evolution?

Now that around 50% of the genes involved in Autism and Asperger’s have been identified in various ways and a number of the looked at it’s quite possible that some of the things that ‘vaccines cause autism’ and ‘vaccine injury’ proponents have been saying are completely true, but with a spin they did not first anticipate!

Some of the genes involved in Autism are PTEN mutations Fragile-X and Copy Number Variantes, PTEN certainly effects the way that cells ‘self distruct’ (Apoptosis), and during ‘normal’ foetal development there is excessive die back of cells prior to birth, normal people are literally ‘brain dead prior to birth’, but where’s the intelligently designed evolution spin.

Well one of the things PTEN reacts to is environmental stimulus, diseases, toxins etc…. and children with the PTEN condition also have abnormally large heads and brains… Could it be that Autism is an evolutionary adaptation to disease and infection, one that has created large brains to cope and fight disease in an intelligent manner!

Note – This post will be updated shortly with more information and correct links to research facts and figures. (It may take me a moderate period of time to go through my notes and cross reference the material required….), anyone have a better way of organizing web links and data let me know ūüėČ

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Is you’re TV controling you!

Sometime earlier this year I noticed, and I have also noticed this in psychiatric hospital, that people, family members, where reacting to certain ‘queues’ presented by the TV. I suppose somewhat like an advertisement and somewhat like a ‘game’. So I thought I’d investigate and started recording, looking for anything that was so ‘glaringly obvious’ that it would leave little doubt as to how television programmes and script writers are using neuro linguistic programming techniques, possibly for the good possibly for the bad, but certainly to the extent that no one wants to speak out, and by that silence what must we presume?

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Facebook Hyperpriming

Facebook psychosis; Advertising Algorythms generate too few negative results resulting in hpyer priming.

(note: some elements have passive agressive features)

algorythms used by facebook in combination with people generally engaged in social facebook usa (see game theory) result in hyper priming of context causing a low level psychosis beyond standard addiction. Simple activities (such as those of a sexual or lerning nature) that increase addictive neurotransmiter levels case a trend to develop hyper sexualization along gender and neurotype sterotypical ines.

This then creates and addictive drug like effect futher increased due to possible mental health and lack of sexual or otherwise input in daily life issues within those who are able to use facebook for prolongued periods of time further fulfilling the trend and addictive nature.

Beyond that a rise in drug use, especially those drugs known to cause hyper priming, only adds more fule to the fire.

I would therfore state that facebook algorithms (side bar, advertisement, top stories, automatic filters, promotions, messages etc…) cause an addictive drug like effect possibly to the point of self harm or harm of others addiction, ‘infighting’ distress etc… without prior warning and have been delibratly engenered as such (that is net ‘appeal’ (appeal being in part caused by neurotransmiters) is an ultimate goal of facebook and the algorythms used and only a person qualified as a fool would not realise the potential additive (and other) implications of such an objective and implemetations of algorythms sometimes descrives as the ‘hive mind’

To conclude, facebook, advertisement and other algorythms effectivly implement ‘hyper priming’ known to be linked to psychosis and in such an environment as to be both addictive and potentially damaging with a ‘drug like’ effect and should be regulated as such – ergo facebook is tantamount to an addictivive and dangerious digital drug.

Note, teraputic effects may be possible, see skinner box and froid psycho sexual theories along with modern psychology and research into the addictive nature of pornography, facebook and side effects. In addition, game theory, the nash equlibrium and recient developments in the neurosciences, physics, mathamatics etc….

A short description:

Adversiting algorythms cause hyperpriming due to the loose associations created, regular ‘pattern’ matching causes the brain to go into a state of an ‘high’ similar to many synthetic and natural drugs available. The ability to modulate the patterns would also enable ‘thereputic’ type effects as well as just purly addictive ones, though at the moment the granularity is such that not enough negative results are provided to an individual in a way that does not cause withdrawl effects….

There are a number of well known and proven mechinisms by witch patterns and learning trigger an adictive dopamine response, such as seen in psychological approcahes such as froids psychosexual theories, the skinner box etc… Modern research ..shows.. us that rhythmic media provides a stimunlating response when memories are triggered however the opposite is the case for learning experainces where novelty is valued. This leads to a hypothisis that ‘loose associations’ aka hyperpriming cause a limited triggering of memories and in doing so become addictive the.. detrement of creating new memories that come from learning and novelity as opposed to rythmic hyperpriming that more closely represembles recalling of past memories the most poinginent being those created during traumatic events thus leading to a decreased brain function, or modality, though inturn this may also be of theriputic value so long as there is sufficient novelty attached to those memories to resolve the experiances as opposed to just ‘repeating’ past events, having flashbacks, mild mental health probles such as body aches, head aches, the feeling of being controled or even controling etc… ..the barmy army.. I also suppose techniqules typically used for withdrawl from any other form of addiction e/affecting the dopamine pathways and pleasure stimulating parts of the brain would be suitable for recovery… There is not reason why those algoythms cannot be developed and used in such a way… that would be a ‘theraputic’ use, though one wonders how a person can recover to be fully functional if they have suffered a memory loss due to maladaptive algorythm choice that has been designed to appeal to peoples habbitual nature as opposed to providing deeper space for thought, communication and learning.

Having said that, do I feel better and more comfortable, for all that I have been through, and at this stage I could only say that that is indeed the case, although after reviewing some past works I may have sufferened detremental harm, and to see if that is the case a have of works would be needed and ineed a compliation of any other injuries.

It should be noted that facebook is not the only medium that uses such approches, though it is the one I am most familiar with, and that potentially theraputic results may have been achieved, though at this time I still have a number of alements that come and go that I have not had in the past that could indeed must be considured as a form on injury and so harm.

It is also know that when people suffer from traumatic experainces that the process of recovery can ‘rub off’ on other people leading someone who may be in distress to suffer further distress, this may be due to elements of ‘game theory’ and the human rights act etc… Those things I have already mentioned and looking through historical events in the past society and the technologies used by societry develop in a cyclic nature to the point that common understanding developes through synergy and emergance leading to changes in the way that society operates to incumpus the greater needs of all in society when disparity has reached a pinicle.

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Rethinking Autism

Specific need of specific neurotypes in specific countries of specific generations:

Autism speaks may get a lot of flack for promoting the support of parents of Autistic (often) children as opposed to supporting those with Autism directly…

Though the question to be asked is as follows:

Are there situations where supporting the parents of those with Autism is more fruitful if parent child interaction is causing significant distress to the child, especially for over baring or controlling parents when the Autistic individual is vulnerable. What are the alternatives, placing the child in care? And how would a child be supported in care when, certainly in the past, care homes have not always provided suitable environments for those that they are caring for.

Speaking from experience, I have known a good number of people who have either been in or worked in care homes and the standard of care is often sub-par and the experience of those individuals leaves a lot to be desired.

Though some individuals may benefit greatly from care.

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research into neurolinguistics

A number of things have become apparent:
1: When given medication to treat ‘irritability’ I found that the medication caused me to have memories that I’d already gotten over from the time when I last went into hospital
That then caused rumination and changes in mood and thought in a kind of progression as if doing ‘two’ things at the same time instead of either taking the middle route or one thing at a time
often this would relate to word and phrases that I was using as well as reviewing things that I write or say,
being overly concerned with what I was writing and the origins of those thoughts and ideas
because of the ‘time gap’ between the previous instance I went into hospital and this time,
or at least starting with some of the ‘tests’ used in the research (who ever compiled thouse)…

So a description of events is as follows:

1: Pablo came round and conducted some research into ‘divergant’ thinking and those kinds of things
2: That was then followed by research into paranoia / child abuse that I had to ask to be stopeed due to distress that it was causing me,
This distress mostly related to the parity of the word fragments in the test….

Such as pronoun and gender inversion

Following that more word fragments both semantic primed and more divergant became apparent, especially when considering gramatical fluctuations.

This also tied in with R.D.Laings concept of ‘reframing’ that is thinking of things in a different light: so for example:

ref -> ref (aree)
reaf (coral)
ref’a (cannabis joint)
frame -> ‘fame’
‘ram’ -> memory (computer) -> male sheep
‘fr’ french -> ‘a’ -> ‘me’ (self identity)
ming -> (the mercyless)
me (from frame) in g (back referenace to cannabis joint)
g as in gee -> happyness or gee-wiz

min -> opposite of max (e/i-mum) etc..

word framgment divergance combined with hyper priming lead to the following (asside from feeling like I was smoking cannabis….)

loose assocations that may be picked up on such as:
which (sounds like witch) has a
familiar (animal that a witch uses to carry out deeds)
with a clause (sounds like claws)

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What happens when you combine particle physics, psychology , chemistry and religion?

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The future of mental health

There’s one thing that’s made me paranoid at times that’s related to the first questions and answers, language, relating to sense of self, such as the word ‘woman’ containing the word ‘man’ etc… or eye being like I, ab’you’us’ and that kind of thing, primarily phonetic in nature and what I would put down purely to the fact I have dyslexia etc… and think in a detail orientated way, that would be in relation to aspergers. (if your interested I have copies of things like AQ tests and the one people tend to think is ‘better’ the RDOS test (including full answers to questions.)

I’ve previously written on Apahasia¬†and the Describing the ego¬†and the¬†Sense of self in Schizhophrenia and Autism

The thing that may be ‘hard’ to reproduce, I would put under ‘gas lighting’, that is creating an air of discontent. An example would be that I was looking at the back of a delivery van with a woman walking a dog insite and a woman walked passed and said ‘he’s being nosy’, which of-course could have referred to myself in a rather surreptitious manner or the dog on a leash being walked across the other side of the road, dogs being well known for ‘sniffing’ things etc… so definitely in that sense.

As explained here by the hilarious Sam Vadkin

I think there was one other thing, oh, there’s a load of child hood trauma type stuff that didn’t come up from more violence and seeing people burning insects and whip me with stinging nettles to just plain, what ‘bullying’ which I suppose could be extended to a more general term ‘talking bull’ or just making things up.

On that subject

Professor Temple Grandin gives a good lecture on her experience with autism that goes into some of those things, and ways of thinking, in great detail.

I would never say that I’ve had any particular issues with phrases such as ‘raining cats and dogs’ and those kind of things but I have often in the past expected people to be much more truthful than they actually are at times, that I would say relates to freudian projection, but in more on an general ‘ego transfer’ kind of way, in that the only perspective on other people that one has is ones own experience.

I’ve been talking to a number of people with regard to developments in medication such as short treatment PRN/Psychedelic therapy with MDMA though by using the ‘self challenging’ linguistics techniques (though I’d include other elements such as ‘visual’ elements which are in direct opposition to the default mode network) and body language and other ’emotive’ audio elements such as found in music even tastes and foods in a way that’s not to dissimilar to ‘brain washing’ techniques. That may be able to enhance the placebo effect quit significantly negating the need to any drug based medication what so ever.

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Is the NHS causing psychosis in patients?

Could expressed emotion in NHS hospitals be triggering psychotic breaks in dementia and other patients? Emotional expression may not just be the words you do say but those that you don’t and that a patient may well know you haven’t, passive aggression, body language when a carer feels they cannot tell the truth or lies etc…. And all this after widely missused anti-psychotics have a black box warning for use in dementia due to high risk of causing a stroke.

The Daily Mail (not my favorite paper) published an article about how common lying in hospitals is to patients with dementia (in my experience it’s a wide spread practice near institutional and not limited to dementia or hospitals)

Almost all nurses who treat dementia patients have admitted “telling white lies” to avoid distressing them, a study has revealed.
And more than two thirds of psychiatrists have said they do the same, in an NHS survey. But many have also condemned the use of “white lies” – which are employed to avoid upsetting confused patients – as a “slippery slope”. Examples of small “lies included not correcting patients who had forgotten that a friend or family member had died when they asked after them. Another case saw a dementia patient allowed to wait outside a care home for an imaginary bus so they would stop “pestering nurses”, the Telegraph reports. The nurses and health professionals quizzed said repeatedly forcing them to face an upsetting reality could mean they repeatedly undergo bereavement. One said while they could “live with non expression of the truth” they could not tell an outright lie. The Alzheimer’s Society said patients should be given proper support rather than a “false reality”. Head of policy George McNamara told the paper: “It’s important to give people with dementia choice and control over their life when possible.” The research was carried out by teams from Newcastle University and Northumberland Tyne and Wear NHS trust and reported in the Nursing Standard. They found that half of 112 care staff – including nurses – has ethical doubts about it, but almost all (98 per cent) admitted they had lied in the past, believing it was best for the patient. …


More details on expressed emotion and psychosis/schizophrenia can be found here:

or in books by R.D. Laing, e.g. the politics of experience and the divided self.

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Some people talk ‘backwards’

Over the years I’ve had lots of conversations with people about what they think, why they think things, they way they are talking and how we perceive what each other are doing and after a while I noticed something particular about a few people…. They talk backward to me!

But not quite in the same way as Yoda.

So for instance give the question ‘where’s the salmon’
I may say something like:
If you go into the cellar the salmon is in the top draw of the bottom freezer under the chips.

Where as a conversation between a ‘backwards’ talker me may go:

me: ‘Where’s the salmon?’
In the draw
me: which draw?
the draw In the freezer
me: which freezer
The Bottom freezer

My mum seems to talk in a similar way to this as I’ve frequently asked her for more information and also she gave a very interesting answer the question ‘what is the opposite of left’ … she said ‘taken’

So hopefully I can convince my mum to be a bit of a gunie pig, esp as I should be able to record conversations and records of spoken conversations (esp with video to show body language etc…) is something I’ve always wished I’d been more opportunistic in making.¬†

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Vaccine cause autism, what’s the real story

I’m¬† in a group exposing the truth and someone posted a link to the VINE group page they had put together with hundreds of pieces of material about vaccines causing autism. I looked a a few bits of material and it was clear that there was some rather dubious stuff going on e.g. using false logic and emotional arguments presenting 1/50 people have autism due to vaccines.

I started¬† to raise a number of general issues and questions on the topic e.g. about environmental exposure to elements claimed to have a link (merucury (in tooth fillings, fish and if you old enough at school and thermonitors… even as mad as a hatter) and aluminium which is used in antiperpserant in the form of aluminium chloride and other immune respones (say like catching a cold, but the illness the vaccine is to protect again would be an obvious one since the side effects such a fever (which can cause brain dammage) encephalitus (ever watched the awakenings) etc… are quite well known documented and aren’t autism.

The person who’d posted the material just kept asking me which videos I was talking about even though I’d told her many times etc… behaviour typical of passive agression. She then invited a load of people over from her group then this is where the story gets good
The majority of the people she invited over started by calling me some kind of derogitory name or remary relating to mental health or disability, such as schiznophrenic, disabled cunt etc… This would very much suggest that the group has rather unsavioury views about people with disabilitys and doesn’t actually care for them one bit, maybe even like to see them destroyed. When I asked where the data was I was told it didn’t exist and it had been covered up, the majority of the material they posted relating to actually cases of people becomming ill after vaccines fit perfectly well with well known conditions that result from vaccines (because the vaccine causes the same immune response as the illness it’s ment to stop!!! and those illness cases all kinds of things) none of those conditions are autism. Dr Wakefield didn’t even say MMR causes autism he said it’s a rare and totally different condition with symptoms similar autism and there’s even apparently tests for it. The group also deny that Autism is genetic something your born with and runs in familys (so i’m not sure how they explain all those ‘refrigerator’ mothers as refrigerator mother could well describe a mother with autism, not in a very nice way… but non the less). After some more discussion and asking why it was autism in perticular and why couldn’t they just say vaccines causes mental retardation / brain dammage or alll the things we know they actually do cause. I was shown some material relating to the jews the person then started posting about zionist conspiricy theories in another thread.

Further more the rise in autism diagnosis is pretty easily explained, it’s not you’r mobile phone, wifi, computer, vaccine or indeed anything else that has come about at around the same time as autism awareness… because oddly all those kind of things will fit the inverse square law and so show a pretty good corrilation, it is infact the awareness itself that has caused the rise, books, the internet, DSM criteria, the AQ test all of those things gave rise and in part where because of greater awareness and so consiquently now that people, dr’s etc… where aware of something that actually noticed it and told their friends who noticed etc… which would produced the inverse square required. More over all that awareness made having your son diagnosed as a little professor something trendy to do and much nicer than a mental retardation or other tag (bipolar seems to be the current gucci diagnosis for kids) as a result mental retardation diagnsosis have dropped at the same time autism diagnosis have risen and there’s good reason to suspect that at laest some of those MR cases have been incorrectly diagnosed as autism, possibly due to pressure for the parents, possibly because a school get’s more funding etc….

So the few (and there’s only a few) cases of people having ‘autism’ after a vaccine could quite easily be noting more than diagnosing a well known side effect incorrectly as autism and not what the effect actually is.

More over the 1/50 (2%) prevalance of autism fits perfectly well with other highly heritable conditions effecting the self such as psychopathy (1-2% or higher), schizophrenic spectrum (about 3 or so %) and you can even test for fragile x, the best know genetic causes of autism.

All in all they seem to be a group of people who descriminaait directly against those with mental health issues or disabilities, e.g. by calling me a dissabled cunt, they are not able to give you the answers to any of the questions and often engage in passive agressive behavious (that is not answering a question or retreating) and appear to have a large number of child hood truama issues. The do not believe that autism is genetic (this may because they are scared they will end up like their own parents), they believe the data has been covered up and they think it’s a big plot by the jews and they are highly biggoted (for genetic conditions I think we call that racist)
General tactics used in cult indoctrination where also quite obvious (cult indoctrination tactics are designed to undermine the persons sense of self and reality, name calling, questioning sanity, claiming I’m getting paid to do it, not answering questions, trying to get me to view irrelevant material, asking if I’ve watch the 160 videos yet, getting you mates along and even at the end asking for derogiroty comments to be removed (which the admin said people could remove their own comments if they wanted to) Vaccines causes autism has nothing to do with wanting to look after disabled people it is infact a cult of people who believe that there is a zionist plot people who quite happily bash disabled people, disabled people and mental heath is of no concern to them except by way of a scare tactic.

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